Dear Gwen and Bill,
We are so sorry for the loss of Aunt Fay.
Please know that as time smooths the raw edges of your grief and despair, your memories really will someday turn into Smiles of remembrance, remembrance of stories, of past moments, of her smile, pieces of wisdom passed on to you.... all of the little things that will remind you of your mom. And eventually they will bring you to smile and not hurt so much.
Until then, let God give you the strength that you need to make your way through this, with the faith that your mom is now embraced by Him and all of those with him that love her.